Thursday, February 17, 2011

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions

I really need to get better about sitting down and blogging. But, in my defense, my wi-fi hasn't been working and I hate sitting at the desk in our office. I finally took 5 min to sit down and play with it and got it working again (Yippee). So now that I have 5 more minutes of silence before the kiddos get home from school, I thought I would write a little post.

Over the past week I have been really torn about what direction I should take in my life. A great opportunity has knocked at my door at work and I have been torn about weather I should take advantage of the open door or close it and hope it opens up for me again in the future. It would be a promotion and more money, (I'm not worried about the money part) and a great opportunity for me and my career. However, I would have to go full time. Which means that I would need to find day care for my boys and give up some time that I get spend with them. The day care wouldn't be a huge issue while they are in school 'cause Brady would only need to go for an hour before school, and I would need to find someone to watch both of them for a few hours after school on Wednesdays (early day). But when summer comes I would need someone to watch both of them. And, I wouldn't be home early to take them to do fun things. I have until tomorrow to make up my mind. I know that I will regret giving up time with my boys, I just hope I don't pass up on an opportunity that may not become available to me again. I wish I had a crystal ball so I could see into the future. That would help me to make this tough decision.